Monday, February 3rd, 2014.
I have been having a difficult time communicating. Whether that be in writing, in pictures, spoken word, anything. Nothing comes out exactly as it is in my head. There is always this great disconnect. I have been trying to figure out the perfect project, the perfect set of words that I could piece together to bridge that gap between perception and reality. To make people understand what is going on in my mind. This has brought about more frustration than anything, as attempting to materialize a thought instantly diminishes it. I have been coming to terms with the fact that even though what I’m trying to communicate doesn’t necessarily come across exactly as it is manifested, people get something from it. And that’s how it will always be. And that has to count for something. And I have to keep producing things even if I’m not satisfied with it. This included.